How do I get over this pain and confusion?

Been there done that...women are more emotional than men. They don't understand or think like we do...maybe you should have been more up front in the beginning...idk...but no matter what don't stop being who you are out of fear and hurt associated with rejection. Though you want the pain to go away right now to avoid the hurt, it will not. Time heals all wounds. Move on, if he want you, he'll take the necessary steps to have you. If you feel like its something you can work out, tell him how you feel, and ask him how he feel about you. Hope this helped! Be encouraged!