Emotional breakdowns over the meaning of life and much more?

i feel like i literally just read my journal haha i was just like u and i agree that stuff is freaky and i know what i am about to say may kinda sound...strange for you to hear but i truely suggest you picking up a bible because christianity is the only think that ever really made sence to me and i used to be like u until i came to christ and he truely showed me the light...just something to think about